I do know, however, that God is not “keeping me” from having a relationship, a partner, or even simply (hahaha) hooking up. He is saving me from making a colossal mistake. Wrong guy, wrong time, wrong motives. Just wrong. I heard that in my heart tonight. When I couldn’t get picked up, at a place where that’s it’s sole purpose? Yeah, I heard that message really clear.
So, there’s that. And that is enough for tonight. That and Ben & Jerry’s.